Freedom Weekend....

Dear Diary ( choz... feeling dalaga...)

well... aftr ng away namin ni boyfriend... nawalan na ako ng feeling of magic sakanya... or maybe sa ginagawa lang namin... i felt like everything is sooo routine na... alam mo yun paulit ulit... nakakasawa na... so i decided to get a time for me to think and realize some stuff...

friday... this is our usual movie night with her best friend... i decided to just stay home... sawa na din kasi ako manood ng movie... then as usual nanood nga sila ng best friend nya ng movie... actually nag excuse nalang ako na i need to wake up early the following day because of a run... then nag agree naman sha...

here comes saturday... well my day started early since i need to run ng 5 A.M. then yun... after the run i went straight sa gym... funny dahil it was like a sex haven...
there's this guy na sobrang sipag mag suck... i magine 3 guys kaming sisusuck nya... as in sha pa ang nakikiusap na i suck nya kami... pero di pa din ako nilabasan kasi i was soo tired to cum... then after hitting the gym... i went to palms country club... to swim naman... pero upon entering the locker... may guy agad na nakatingin sakin... so i decided to use the jacuzzi nalang... then someone sucked me again sa steam room ng palms... di pa din ako nilabasan... naawa na kasi ako kasi baka ngalay na ang panga nya... then after palms i went sa dentist then my saturday ended...

Sunday... i went sa gym ng afternoon... then meet up my boyfriend then we had dinner at cabalen... while having dinner... i started to talk about our relationship... well nagulat sha sa sinabi ko kasi di nya alam kung ano ang nangyari at nafeel ko ang ganito... sabi ko kasi im soo tired and sawa na with our relationship... sabi ko din na for the past week na di kami mashado nagkikita eh i realized na maganda pa din ang maging single... hmm... pero yun... sabi nya we'll do something about my feelings daw... sabi ko just keep on holding me... kasi madali akong magsawa... pero its temporary lang... basta... nag kiss nalang uli kami ang everything is fine na...

haaay... joke lang yung sucking dito ah... ha ha ha pangarap ko lang yun... kasi hanggang pangarap lang naman ako eh... di ko din kasi ginagawa talaga kasi sobrang nawawalan ako ng libido... he he he... promise walng sex, sucking, or anything na naganap...